Excuse my long rant, I had a similar one last year. My ATF (for almost 4 yrs) and I have been emailing each other every couple of months during the shutdown. My favorite club opened last month and I emailed her , she responded right away and we met the next day. We got along great but (maybe being cautious due to covid) I only did 2 dances but tipped her a LARGE amount (too much). I mentioned that maybe we could do some dirty /fetish talk on the phone and she said definitely, just email/text her before. I emailed her a few days ago asking if we could "talk" on the phone when she's available. Usually she doesn't take this long to respond. She's also a teacher and not at the club that much but I've had some great fun with her and spent alot of money I'm at the point now that I really don't want to contact her again and look desperate. I'll see how it goes but maybe it's better anyway with the covid and I'll save money lol thanks