Feelings
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 1:20 PM
Perhaps I'm stupid in asking this...
I started seeking and receiving extras in clubs ten years ago in replacement for real relationships (cheaper and easier emotionally).
In late 04, I met Kat and she became my ATF for two years. Towards the end we were getting emotionally attached, and perhaps this is why she suddenly changed clubs and shifts.
That's when I met **** . She became my ATF for a year,but one night she got ugly on me, so I began looking elsewhere. Sunday night I went to her club, knowing that it was supposed to be her night off, but she was there.
At the club, total GFE going on, and really enjoying each other. We ended up at my place. It was a good time as we have common interests and really great chemistry in bed. Before she left, she insisted on having my phone number and made a show of putting it in her cell phone.
This isn't the first time she's done that, and like the other times, she didn't or hasn't called. Should I be upset at this as she's only leaving me the option of pursuing her-which I won't?
Am I stupid for being hurt at her insincerity, or should I just tell her I'm going to see other dancers and never talk to her again after that?
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