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Perhaps the Rolling Stones said it best "Please Allow Me To Introduce Myself"

As I write this article today it has been a very rough day for me after a very sweet night with my favorite girl. I've been getting hammered with comments some hurtful others just ones who don't understand me so Please Allow Me To Introduce Myself.

I have had a pretty rough life that I will not go into great detail with but will share some. In the first grade my teacher refused to accept I had a learning disability and chose to put me in the closet so she didn't have to deal with me. Like most things I was able to overcome this and with help from other teachers and my family and friends get the help I needed but that doesn't mean I don't struggle each day. I still suffer from depression as you may know from other articles and I have issues trusting people because I've been hurt in the past. Those I do trust I keep close to me such as my friends I have been able to make over the years at clubs including my now home club and favorite girl at the club not to mention my best friend of 15 years who I also met at a club.

I work in Social Media and I have a degree in business. I find writing stories helps me with my depression as well as pays tribute to those I am writing about. I don't bad mouth people nor do I write negative comments because you can always find the good in people places or things. I don't like having to respond to people attacking me or my writing style because it just makes me feel depressed and when I can't be around those I love I start having bad thoughts about myself and who I am.

Yes as I've said before I don't feel depression when I'm at the club but we all know we can't be there every night. So I have to write. A lot of what I write never sees the light of day but someday it may find it way to book. I also spend a lot of time studying my business craft in hopes of someday owning my own club and being able to help others such as dancer stay off the streets and those who have depression to find comfort in knowing the club can be a safe place to relax take your mind off things for awhile. I write to help others. I write to help myself. I write to pay tribute to those close to me and who care about me.

I know this article is out of the norm but today has been a bad day and I needed to write. I needed to pull back the curtains and allow you the readers to understand me better so when you see an article, a review, or just a general post I'm not here to hurt others or say mean things. I do find the good in most cases. I love beautiful women and the art of dance. I love helping others too.

Thank you. Tip your waitress and have a great New Year.