Nice poetry. And nice heroism.
... Also on the psychological level. It might be worth pointing out there's a difference between loneliness and neediness. Meaning we are social animals and everyone gets the sensation of being lonely. But it only becomes an unpleasant or "unbearable" (alcohol inducing situation) when you don't have YOURSELF on your side. That's when you're truly lonely because then you're bereft of your inner self and inner resources. The solution to this is, of course, to learn to lean on your own inner motivations and act from them (rather than suppose and deny them). It's why people say life is adventure ... That is the adventure/journey of getting to find out who you are. Cheers brontosaurus man.
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