Ham12

I made a type o. I meant to say (better if we do not go). And we didn't.

I decided it may be better if we did go. She was upset because she felt like I pushed for it for so long and now I said no. She admitted she was not into it. She was going to try to become more of who she thinks I want her to be. I just wanted to spice things up and possibly excite her a bit. It would be nice if we could find something that would be sexually exciting for both of us.

You all have given me a lot to consider and think about. Thank you!