There is an uneasiness in the back of my mind that if I ever lost my job...

Or ceased having any kind of income that I would go from now currently sleeping with women that look like Sharon Stone to have to go back to screwing women that look like Muammar Gaddafi. And it frightens me. It does motivate me, yes. But there is constant fear.

Good thing I'm in a safe career truck driving with a bright future, I mean it's not like these trucks drive themselves LOL hahaha.