sexual pleasures and a bishop of the lord masterbating in the corner of the club

most bishops tell people they will go to hell for playing dirty sex games with hookers and my sunday school teachers but i need to masterbate with people watching me in my sinful state. its the only true way i can save my soul from buring in a devils hell. you see i struggle with touching little boys in their boy pussies . i smells and is very tight. im sorry i need to talk about such sin but i sure cant tell my wife of47 years. so i come to tusecl to find help and to save your souls from a devils hell of sexual orgies of homosexual pleasurings