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Sometimes People Fuck up some more then others how i long for another chance to be a betterperson.

I used to think otherpeople were to blame that life was a incredibly long game of snakes and ladders with most of the bitsmissing.

That these so called friends and family were always right and i was always wrong now a lifetime later i realize there was never any wrong or right black and white up or down "boy turn that frown upside down" my ass. There must be somethingwrong withmybrain?

Just because i don't fit in quiet instead of loud just anotherlostface in the crowd.

Is it fair to hold that against me?just because from yoursubstandard school education, your definition of society dictates that i don't fit the bill?My Neurons have turned to brandy transformed to form a bulbous pulp which then clearly leaked down my left nostril does that explain why i always fuck up.

Watch me loose control and dance on metal tables wearing a cheap plastic medical gown. "No more smarties for that man, Matron"

But There must be something wrong with my brain.. ...right?