Foot fetish. NO. This is NOT me. :)

When I was 13, a friend of my mom's molested me and introduced me into the world of foot fetishism. She used her feet on me while wearing high-heeled mules until I climaxed and it stuck with me. I had it under control until 2 years ago when a friend of mine took me to a strip club and I became a regular there and got to know this one stripper well because she always wore black mules, which are a big, turn on for me. She was comfortable with me enough to ask me if I wanted anything on the side and I said yes so I would pay her $50.00 each time to go through with my fetish. Now it is really getting out of hand because I'm going to her almost everyday and can't get myself to stop and it is now to the point where I'm barrowing from my next paychecks to go through with it. How can I stop doing this?