Perspective

In my twenties i was miserable working any job if im honest. Didn't matter if it was construction clean up, demolition, stocking shelves or washing dishes i would work my 40 and just be miserable. I did the minimum that would keep me in a job barely.

Now that I'm almost 40 im working 80 hours a week in a factory and grocery store both on the night shift. I take great pride in my work and work hard on being the best in my field. I find myself loving job's i once hated... Im successful were i used to fail.

I no longer hate to see my bosses and getting told what to do... I now look forward to seeing them so i csn shoot the shit and laugh with them.. Hell even get a pat on the back for anticipating what they needed finished and for being one of the best at what i do.

I assume this is because I'm older but i do work beside much older guys that have struggled their hole lives and still look miserable

So did i just pull some zen Buddhism out of my ass and found piece in the workplace ?