I know it's a bit of...

I know it's a bit of a double post--I put this in the discussion section also but it's also an embellishment of my review so here it is. . .

But who else am I gonna tell? So I'm in the club Tuesday night (my review is posted). I don't indulge often and I don't have a ton of disposable money to drop. I sat and watched for an hour and then took two decent lap dances at $25 each from a nice enough girl but nothing really outrageous. One of the cutest and sexiest girls I've ever seen dancing anywhere performs so I tip her and she looks really hot and even turned on by it all so we hang out for a bit, cabaret a little and then we're upstairs. I'm not naming her b/c I don't want to create any trouble for her. She offers me the private routine but it's just way out of my budget and of course I haven't even sampled her yet so now we're lap dancing for $40 nude. Incredible. I'm all over her--halfway through the song I've literally got her by the clit and she's more than a little into it. She looks so fucking hot. She's moaning and the song is ending and I'm out $100 so far and I just can't buy more so I say I've gotta stop, she's breathlessly asking me not to stop but it never occurs to me say I can stay longer but it's gotta be a two fer one--I just say I gotta stop, and she doesen't mention the money either so that's it. I leave her hanging (turned the tables, I guess). This girl was gonna cum on my lap. I feel so stupid. In the past I've never been so forward--just accepted my dance passively. This was awesome and I'm really regretting not finishing the job. I even asked her if she wanted to hook up after quitting time--I lost my head. That probably freaked her out--I hope it didn't--I'm really not a stalker. :) Driving home with this girl's smell on my finger was just intoxicating (is that DWI?).

So eventually I'll save up enough money to go back and take her up on the private room but that'll take at least a few months and for now I just feel really dumb--I want a "do-over." :)