Why Do I Go Here?

I did it again, I went back to this place that doesn't deserve for me to go back. I will say it was a Tuesday, so even my expectations were low anyway. The place is as it has always been, very large club, huge stage in the middle with multiple poles, bar is to the right and straight back are 2 pool tables. Walk in and get ID'ed, so that seems to be a new thing, pay $3 cover. $3 cover for 1 dancer. Beers are reasonable at like $3 ($5 for a dancer).

Darker skinned girl of unknown ethnicity is on stage and an old guy is up getting free thrills as she dances for him while he doesn't tip. I end up going up and tipping her and she is darker skinned, but not seemingly AA, maybe middle eastern or East Indian or Latina. No accent at all, so likely born in the USA. Sit back down, older bartender who is apparently a retired dancer chats with me. Eventually the dancer is done, comes down to the bar and eventually makes her way over to me as I am the only customer other than cheap thrill old guy and a M/F couple playing pool.

Small talk, very small talk, doesn't introduce herself, but I buy her a beer, some more small talk with her an the bartender and eventually I have to ask if she does dances before I just leave. She says yes so we go to the back wall, which is wide open and very well lit for anyone to see anything, and we get right into the dance with the song that is already on. Strike 1. It is almost 50% air dance, so strike 2. Onto the 2nd song, still minimal contact with the right parts. I was having my hands roam a bit on her ass and legs and back, but as I slid around to cop a feel of the tits she squeezed her arm against her body blocking me. Strike 3.