Open but I am not ready yet

Desparate times call for desparate measures so I drove a couple hours to go visit Bonkers when I heard it was open after the Wisconsin supreme court stopped the shut down. I was more curious than anything to even see what a strip club looks like in corona times especially one I was previously pretty familiar with for a good time. I got there around 9 and there were four okay looking dancers and about the same customers. Honestly I don't think I was ready for this as much as strip clubs aren't ready for this. Dancers did three song sets and most got fully nude but only a couple guys were even approaching the stage and setting a dollar or two on the stage not making any contact. One of the dancers was wearing a mask which was so surreal and reminded me what we are all going through. One of the girls stopped by and sat next to me and thats when I realized I am not ready for this. I honestly panicked a bit when she leaned close to say Hi baby. I didn't want to make her feel bad so I chatted for a couple minutes. She said they aren't doing contact lap dances right now for obvious reasons but that she would make an air dance worth my while. Since I got nervous just sitting there I politely declined and when she got up I made my exit. I need to get my head around whether this is still the game for me.