Great club, unexpected experience

I went to Club Kong for the first time this week, spending a couple of nights there and had two completely different experiences. I want to document it while it’s fresh in my mind. I’ll talk about the first night in this review and the other night tomorrow. There are parts of each story that probably sound pathetic, but I hope you’ll bear with me because I’m being totally honest since I can be anonymous here.

First, a little about myself for some perspective: I’m in my early 50s. My marriage of 14 years fell apart a few years ago and I’ve been in a downward spiral ever since. My wife was everything I ever wanted in life and we had a great marriage. Then, almost overnight, she stopped loving me and caring about me and we split up. It had nothing to do with infidelity, mongering, money and certainly not domestic violence. It’s a long and complicated story. The gist of it is there is no hope for reconciliation and I am in a deep state of depression and drinking heavily. It’s difficult getting out of bed some days. On my worst day, I went so far as to research suicide methods on the Internet.

I doubt I’ll ever go through with it, since we have children, but the loneliness is killing me. I have no motivation to get back into the dating scene at my age, and after what I’ve been through I would always worry about being burned again.