Sorry Joe, not true. She was regarded as a friend, there was supposedly a relationship here according to her. I did not stop paying her just stopped tipping 1-200 bucks at a time. Once her car was fixed she dumped me because I wassn't able to pay 6-700 a week for a coulem of months.
Thank you for all the kind comments. M00tpoint is very insightful and fortunately for me my wife acknowledges the fact that she enabled the incident and has gotten the medical help she needed. My wife is more than a wife. She is my best friend and I told her everything that happened. She was very ill at the time and not dealing with just "stress". As far as the ED goes function is back to nearly normal but it took a loooong time and a lot of effort to get there. I have a good, strong marriage mostly because we are both honest with each other. My sex life with my wife is back to normal after a year of therapy. I go to the club now and then only to see some of the people I grew to like. I no longer "dance" with anyone. I don't need to. I will talk with some of the dancers I danced with at one time and buy them drinks. I tell them no dancing, I am married, I love my wife and I won't disappoint her like that again. Duty and honor are not just limited to serving your country. I made a big mistake and at the time I had many psychological issues. Counseling has helped me deal with many of the issues. PTSD makes life hard. ED made it even harder.
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