First visit of 2022

My first visit in 2022 after a year long hiatus. I’m actually going through treatment for sex addiction so I have been successfully avoiding clubs. Until I drove by the Playhouse today. Like a junkie I got the itch and pulled into the pink building’s parking lot around 3pm. Same as always, walk in, pay $10 cover to Margie the bartender. Includes a water or soda. BYOB if you want. Lot of familiar faces and most of the lifetime girls recognized me and scolded me for not coming in for a year. I passed on most of the old timers because I’m not breaking my strip club sobriety for a grandma. Then Taylor came up to me. She probably late 40s or early 50s but looks good (bolt on boobs and some plastic surgery). She works out and has a really tight body. Fun conversation. She asked me to go back and I couldn’t say no. 3 dances and I left a few ounces lighter. It was worth it. Oh dances are same as always, $30 for 4 timed minutes, guy calls out room number after every dance. I left soon after ashamed of myself for breaking my sobriety, but I’ll probably go back to see Taylor again.