Why do i keep going back ....

I admit, I went to the place several times last year, but stopped for about 6 months. However, my semi-fave texted me and asked me to visit ... so I did. For some reason, I thought this trip would make up for lost time. I arrived at 5:00 and gave the bartender 20 bucks -- 5 for the golden ticket -- 5 for the sprite -- 5 for entry -- and I was happy so I stuffed the last five ones in between her big tits. 2 dancers were in the bar, my fave and some other girl. I didnt even drink, we just went upstairs and got to business. First song, topless. Second and third song was bottomless. Now we were finally making it somewhere. I did notice that my fave actually didn't learn any new moves over the last several months ... in fact, she just swayed on my lap and stuck her tits in my mouth. Her tits seem to have gotten larger but so did her belly (and even her elephant tattoo) but I didn't care, this was my fave from before. We still had a connection. Almost at the end of the third song, she whipped out jimmy (ok, jimmy's tip) and touched him. I smiled at this and was very disappointed that the song ended. So I did another round of 3 songs for 60 bucks (and you have to buy another ticket for 10 bucks), just to keep it going. This was more than I planned on spending, but I knew it was going to be worth it (I was wrong). I kept sucking those big tits and rubbing her ass ... and I almost touched the kitty, but she moved so fast. So, in 6 songs, I sucked her tits and grabbed her ass for 5.5 of them, and she touched the tip of jimmy for .25 ... she sat in the chair and touched her kitty for the other .25. Well, the nostalgia is over. Not exactly a good use of my time or money. Me and jimmy added up our total cost and just shook our collective heads. But, I know I'll be back in 6 months cuz I'm an idiot.