I keep asking myself, "why do i keep doing this to myself?" Over and over again I keep giving this place another try when I should know better

I keep asking myself, "why do i keep doing this to myself?" Over and over again I keep giving this place another try when I should know better. The talent here has NEVER been top notch, just mediocre to very average girls working here that are all latinas. These girls must the "C-" squad from the other local clubs around because some of these girls just don't belong on stage. I mean these girls just aren't cutting it, they either have big stomachs, flat asses or stank attitudes, so pick your poison. I was so mad that I drove all the way here I figured I might as well try to enjoy a dance or two. The saving grace about this place is that their floor dances are just $5 so at least that's the good news. I managed to find a "suitable" girl to have a dance with but that was about it. 3 dances later i gobbled my beer down and bailed. I made a promise to myself that this will be my final visit here and I mean it. I ended up going to a much better club afterwards.