I do not understand why I...

I do not understand why I keep coming here. Maybe I see people posting good experiences on forums like eccie.net and convince myself that 'maybe this time it will be different'.

Anyways, decided to flee home around midnight (maybe around 11, I guess) and check out this club again on the famous $5 dances Tuesdays.

Got in, paid $8 cover, sat down and ordered a Bud Light. $6 + tip.