I am currently infatuated with a stripper. I'm in my late 40s she is in her late 20s. I started out seeing her for several months in the club. We talked about a "sugar relationship" and we agreed on an allowance per month. This didn't work as I would have to pay her per session anyway. Had sex 5 or 6 times in a hotel. She was my first out of marriage (I've slept with two stripper since) and I crave her as if it's love - it's not but it sure feels like it. I told her I love her and scared her away. It may be for the best - she has no feelings for me and I was just falling harder and harder. I don't even like her nearly as much as some of my stripper friends. She is beautiful but their are prettier. It may be the sex but I can't explain to myself even why I crave her so much.
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