Alyssa…God I Miss Her

This is the truth, and I couldn’t give 1 shit (let alone 2) about how much of a “simp” anyone thinks I am.

Alyssa was the best EVERYTHING I ever had in my life EVER. Most beautiful, best kisser, tastiest pussy and (especially) ass and overall best overall orgasms of my life BY FAR. That short shit was DIFFERENT. I swear that every time my cock would grow even larger than it’s ever been when she would undress in the VIP—that’s how attracted to her I really was. My dream girl 100% and without questions The way that woman would wrap her legs around my waist and butt in missionary…gets me rock hard just thinking about it. I would finish either kissing her or jamming my forehead into hers (never finished in any other position) with my hands either pinning hers down or just exploring over every inch and crevice. Her neck, her back, yes, I loved eating that pussy and (especially) her crack. Fuck, even her armpits and feet were delicious (yes, I licked every curve, crevice, and part of that woman that I could). Those that know, know exactly who I’m talking about and from where. She was a damn unicorn, and an absolute goddess. She got better with age too—like wine. Even more beautiful. Flawless skin, and I personally liked it more when she went darker with her hair. Her skin tone/color and silky smoothness… fuck, just fuck.

Now, 2+ years into her retirement, I can honestly say that perhaps the biggest personal mistake of my life (not including financial investments, obvi) was not seeing her much more ITC and never getting her OTC. Although we spoke about it (and she was down), I never got to have her unprotected (I would have finished inside 100%) and I never went backdoor either. I think that, over the years, I would estimate that I saw her maybe close to 50 times. And I wish that I had gone 500 times, if I’m being honest with myself.

I remember every time driving there, I would tell myself, “Ok, get her number this time.” And every time I would finish in the VIP, I would tell myself, “Never again” due to the high cost of admission. As a result, I never did get her number or social media (perhaps my 2nd biggest personal mistake of my life). Never got her real name either after all these years. She was always just Alyssa—the devil that I absolutely loved to be with. The last time I saw her was in November 2022. She disappeared at the end of that month (if not early December), if I’m remembering correctly. I still think to myself sometimes, “Fuck, if I had her number, would she still see me.” Perhaps not knowing the answer to that question is better for my overall health.

Since she’s been gone, there is no replacement. She was the GOAT, and whoever ends up getting with her, dating her, marrying her, I’ll tell you this (and I can GUARANTEE it to you too), they will have, at the very very least, the absolute BEST sex life for the rest of their life. And, yes, I do wish that was me, regardless of how many of you nutted in her or not. She was that damn perfect in my eyes.

Suffice to say, she crosses my mind still (more recently, which I find strange). Hope she’s well and happy with “retirement” and life, overall. I won’t ever forget that woman, and those incredible moments we shared.