virgin to bdsm submission

Well, it's been 13 months since i became a submissive, and got a Dominant. I did'nt know i need him, or that i enjoyed the bdsm scene. My Dom has taught me sooo much. It's not a sex thing, sex is just a bonus, it's a respect thing. Not haveing a dad or male influence in my life as a child, i found that i need it. It makes me feel whole being held responsible for my actions. My Dom is kind, but firm and he punishes me when i do wrong. The first "punishment" spanking i got i took 100 licks, my Dom was impressed, and i enjoyed it so much. It gave me a release that i needed so much. I feel alive now, i am so grareful for my Dom. I call him Master Primary, MP for short and in vanilla scenes. that's my story for now, hope you enjoy. Will update soon.