Haters

Right off the bat as soon as I step into the dressing room I feel that I am surrounded by mostly catty bitches, I'm getting stared down and it's so uncomfortable. I guess all strippers kinda have to be screwed up in someway but dam I'm here just trying to make money to support my son and help me make ends meet I've even had customers ask me 'why are all the girls lookin at you like your a peice of shit?' I just shake it off and say I'm new here and just come by occasionally I dont really know why... I wonder why though maybe because they dont know me or they could possibly feel threatened by me somehow or they dont like the way I carry myself who really knows.

Out of the club it doesn't end one time I was walking down the street with my son and this guy from the club is yelling my name out and I'm thinkin what the hell I'm here with my child I'm not gonna stop and have you hitting on me trying to get my number or whatever so I ignore him, obviously he was a younger guy so he's dumb like that he's going to try and talk to me, then he starts yelling you slut you whore thats when I just popped my earphones in and cranked the I pod up. Is dancing worth all the bullshit? sometimes I really don't know but the moneys so dam good I guess it's kinda like a trap. Is dancing really cut out for me what do you really think? I personally think it is when I make a whole bunch of money but on the flipside when I make shit money I feel like shit. I once had a lady who stripped for 20 years tell me you have to have real thick skin to do this and she knew what she was talking about. Dancing has made me a different person in someways also it has made me a better person but the bullshit just keeps on coming.